Lady Bird—《Suicide Is Painless》

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　　音乐是种子,皮肤是沃土,血液代替清水,种植在耳朵中的声音,滋长和蔓延,到身体的每一存和经脉.

　　lady bird,给最近沉默而安静的我一个说话的机会.

　　长成大树,将我覆盖.

　　覆盖是一种遮掩,虽然无法抹去遥远和近的过去,但毕竟给体无完肤的我们一些树阴,来逃开阳光的迫害.

　　一直觉得阳光残忍,残忍到拥有摧毁和遮蔽一切的力量.苏打水的清香,阳光苏散的味道,更是种麻醉.

　　lady bird,是一支有阳光破碎声音的美丽乐队.lady bird或是lady and bird.中的破碎音,被我形容为深夜里咀嚼尸体的好听声音,qq对面的就在这里在黑夜的寝室中被吓了个半死.

　　不排除这种说法,那声音的规律时段和规则长度确实机械和冰冷得让人想起das ich这样的乐队制造出的冰冷或是die form音乐中死亡般的舞步,然而lady bird完全不归属于阴暗范畴的乐队,虽然我也不知他们的来源及未来发展,至少身边的音乐温暖而略显示明亮.

　　吉他加上一些柔软的和声,入耳是滑腻的,然而又不是一种甜腻,借用一句形容mum音乐的话就是:于冰冷之处呵出温暖之花,女生合唱的吟或是拟声层次丰富而韵律感十足,层层叠叠不犹让人想起莲花之类的东西,一层层铺展开来,花瓣柔和呈现的同时清香出来了,浸入人心.

　　很迷恋lady bird的和声,简洁明了,力度适宜,音乐不俗,转折或是高潮往往给人京戏,不在该到的时候到来,我们终是喜欢在刺激或是未知中得到欢乐的.but if you see me fall,but if you see me fall,if you see me walk upon the bridge……:其实我们常常游走于边缘,不慎便会滑入欢乐,悲伤的深渊,那么如果你见到我坠落,见到我坠落,见 到我游走于边缘,what should you do?我希望lady bird没有在唱我熟悉和自以为了解的爱情:人们永远在爱的边缘,有人说过:你可以喜欢,但你爱的圆心终不是我.

　　不是,便不是,那么我会随时滑出爱你的边缘,youve got the answer.

　　suiceide is painless,叙述他人故事一般的冷静和娓娓道来.简单到无法形容却又如此深入人心.我想,简单也需要一种沉淀,正如大智若愚.这音乐给人温暖阳光下瑟瑟发抖的感觉,温柔女声和恒久不变的合唱,suiceide is painless,没有痛楚的杀戮,阳光下流尽的慵懒时光,孩子们欢笑着,慢性自杀于午夜,清晨,黄昏以及正午的阳光下.

　　im wasting my hours floating in my bed , placing some flowers over my head … …

　　又是悠闲的调调,诉说一种等待的心情,无论等什么,人们心中读会有期盼和幻想.正午的阳光下,是不是有棵破碎的梧桐,过于绿的叶子使阳光耀眼,也将阳光分割成玻璃碎片,陈列在等待的路上.我们前往,我们前往.突然被满地的阳光割破了脚上的皮肤,我们便不再等待,我们不再用花瓣和树叶来埋葬青春,我们杀时间,kill time.

　　一个一个的正午,被杀戮在阳光的底下.

　　lady和bird在树上欢歌,时间停止在这一刻.

　　lady.

　　yes,bird.

　　its cold.

　　i know.bird,i can not see a thing.

　　thats all in your minds.

　　im warried.

　　no one look up to see us.

　　maybe they can not because we can not see them ,what do you see ?

　　i see what outsides?

　　then what exactly outsides?

　　its green lives.

　　well ,maybe we screem they can hear us.

　　yeah,maybe we should try to screem.

　　ok ,bird,help~can you hear us,nana ? can you see me ,nana ?coming take us ,im here.

　　help~help~,its me.

　　i dont thinkthey can hear us.

　　i can hear you ,lady,do you want to come with me ,lady?

　　well youre nice to me bird,youre always nice to me because youre my friend.

　　ill try,ill try some mistakes.

　　nana said we all made mistakes.

　　maybe we should screem more,help~~

　　i think they can not see us.

　　nobody likes us.

　　they all seem so big.

　　maybe we should just jump.

　　are you afraid we fall from the edge and no one should catch us?

　　i dont konw,lets just see what cme down,come with me .

　　we do together.

　　one two three…

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　　lady.

　　yes,bird.

　　its cold.

　　i know.bird,i can not see a thing.

　　thats all in your minds.

　　两个童音,如同鸟笼中稚鸟的对话,冷落,寂寞,伴随,冰凉这些词语没有出现,以上长段的歌词对白却在清脆滴水般透净的音乐中钝重地说明了一切.

　　lady只有bird,bird只有lady.

　　那么谁是我的?我是谁的?

　　我的灵魂早已卖予音乐,没人能赎回.

　　阳光还是破碎的,来时的路已无法回去,破碎的割伤无法修补,因为我们的经脉血管早已种下忧伤和苦痛.

　　即使有阳光,即使有女士鸟优雅地歌唱.

　　温温暖暖,悠悠闲闲,懒懒洋洋.

　　唱一束破碎婉转的午后阳光;转一轮无法回旋的岁月时长.

　　suicide is painless

　　through early morning fog i see

　　the visions of the things to be

　　the pains that are withheld from me

　　i realise and i can see

　　suicide is painless

　　it brings on any changes

　　but i can take or leave it if i please

　　the game of life is hard to play

　　im gonna loose it anyway

　　but losing cards are some days late

　　so this is all i have to say

　　the sword of time will pierce our skin

　　it doesnt hurt when it begins

　　but as it works its way on in

　　the pain grows stronger watch it grin

　　a brave man once requested me

　　to answer questions that i keep

　　is it to be or not to be

　　and i reply oh why ask me ?

　　and you can do the same thing if you please