五月初五，端午。
一直知道这节要来了，上网才知道已经到了。
没有粽子，没有龙舟，没有问候，没有祝福。
遗忘的同时被人冷落，冷落的同时被人遗忘。
23：59关机熄灯，00：00上床睡觉。
一天的开始在睡着，一天的结束在玩着。
轮回。
亘古。
湮灭。
记事本
28
四月
2006
一.认清几件事
- [1]BLOG面目全非，完全没有自己的东西。表再尝试改skin，你不是那块料。
[2]最近一直患得患失。想得到的觉得很远，已失去的却近在咫尺。
[3]你在抵触一切自由言论的说教，上帝说，年轻人犯错人们会原谅的。
[4]戒烟五天后失败。食色，性也 。120小时前我没有按着圣经起誓，我是捏着烟盒说的。
[5]把“基于JavaScript的动态网页菜单设计”提上议事日程。Remember，15号要答辩。
[6]实在没有时间，你就把你的soulee.name扔下吧。
二.最近大事表
- [1]5.1过后的周末你要交两篇选修课论文。
[2]5.2西安师范学院教师资格证试讲。
[3]5.10论文交稿，15答辩。
[4]猴月马日你有三门课程重修。
[5]时间：同上。你要参加毕业体检。
[6]完成以上工作量前提下，可以出去广东觅食。
[7]if [6]=true,then printf (“小样，你终于毕业了？”) else goto [6]
谁买烟谁是孙子
24
四月
2006
吸 烟 有 害 健 康
烤烟型 焦油量15mg
烟气烟碱量1.0mg
今天一整天没有吸烟。换言之，我已经成功戒烟一天整。
我并没有上瘾，不知道吸毒会不会。
指痕余淡淡烟味，齿间残赫赫烙印。
在睡觉之前辗转，在睡醒之后沉迷。
当吸烟由一种习惯变成一种心情。
点火之前，我希望空间里只有椅中我一个人。
点火之后，我希望空间里只有指中烟一星亮。
既然吸烟不是为了吸烟，那么戒烟也不是为了戒烟。
涂鸦自画像
19
四月
2006
生于甲子年丁卯月壬寅日，祖居湖南宁乡。
幼时骄纵，权倾家野。初读三国，问其父：“吾生之时，可曾有白鹤鸣于屋顶？”答曰：“两个黄鹂鸣翠柳。”遂大哭不止，王者之气竟随白鹭飞上青天。
年事稍长，谨遵孔孟之道，思量万般皆下品，惟有严慈表扬高，故虚心向学，寒暑无阻。虽生性顽劣，犹颇明轻重。大考将至，意踌躇。忆及班超投笔从戎，稼轩挑灯看剑，登时血气上涌，宁为百夫长，胜作一书生。惜黑不是，白不是，红黄更不是，从军之望破灭。嗤之，一武夫耳。乃抖擞精神，悬梁刺股，意欲背水一战。不期壬午年丙午月，复遭遇莱比锡和滑铁卢。老子尝言：“天地不仁，以万物为刍狗。”获罪于天，非战之罪也。
时菁菁校园鱼龙混杂，其初欲效莲以自清，奈何白沙在涅，与之俱黑，况一顽石乎。不免终日游戏人间。皆言其美貌与智慧并重，英雄与侠义结合，然迷失沉溺之下，形容日渐枯槁，终至学业荒废，笔下既无千言，胸中又无一策，更遑论如簧之巧舌。韶光易逝，少年白发，徒对镜自悯：“天生我才必有用，千金散去还复来。”
痛定，思痛。其誓洗心革面，痛改前非。文王拘而演周易，仲尼厄而作春秋。自此，励精图治，十年生聚，十年教训。其人幸甚！社稷幸甚！
临近结业，愿以胸中所学，报与知遇。惜哉伯乐已故，九方皋安在？
感之所至，姑妄言之也。
于丙戌年壬辰月戊寅日
Arthur Woo,who was born in 9th Marth 1984 A.D.,lives Ningxiang county of Hunan province.
He was very arrogant when he was young,and he had a power to control the whole family.When He read Romance Of Three Kingdom for first time,he asked his father,”is there a white crane was singing songs above our housetop while I was born?”His father answered,”there were only two yellowbirds argued in the osier.”He cried heavili for listening the words.The spirit of king flied to sky with the egret.
He was growing up day by day,and He saw Confucius and Mencius for his God.He thought that everything was nothing except father and mother’s praise,so he studied hard no matter it’s summer or winter.He knew what he wanted to do generally though he liked play.He was irresolute when the high-exam was coming,for the events of Ban Chao and Xin Qiji came to his mind.He made a decision quickly that he would to be a soldier.But for the reason of his DNA,his dream was broken.He laughed,”just a crowd of illiteracys.”Then he refreshed himself to study more harder.However,he met his own Labxi and Waterloo in July 2002.Oldson said.”heaven and earth have no goodness,they treat everything as grass.”Maybe he offended the God,but he wasn’t to be blamed.
There are kinds of animals in campus.
…
to be continued
…
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…not to be continued.
He was very arrogant when he was young,and he had a power to control the whole family.When He read Romance Of Three Kingdom for first time,he asked his father,”is there a white crane was singing songs above our housetop while I was born?”His father answered,”there were only two yellowbirds argued in the osier.”He cried heavili for listening the words.The spirit of king flied to sky with the egret.
He was growing up day by day,and He saw Confucius and Mencius for his God.He thought that everything was nothing except father and mother’s praise,so he studied hard no matter it’s summer or winter.He knew what he wanted to do generally though he liked play.He was irresolute when the high-exam was coming,for the events of Ban Chao and Xin Qiji came to his mind.He made a decision quickly that he would to be a soldier.But for the reason of his DNA,his dream was broken.He laughed,”just a crowd of illiteracys.”Then he refreshed himself to study more harder.However,he met his own Labxi and Waterloo in July 2002.Oldson said.”heaven and earth have no goodness,they treat everything as grass.”Maybe he offended the God,but he wasn’t to be blamed.
There are kinds of animals in campus.
…
to be continued
…
!!!
操！不写了！
…not to be continued.
需要吗
16
四月
2006
西安的晚上没有风。我只是想出来吹吹风。
我喜欢两个人在夜色街头一言不发一深一浅的感觉。
也许，只是一个人。就像飞累了的越冬鸟停留在草枝上 。
“今晚不会有卖花的小鬼了”。
“我倒希望有”。
…………
一个拖车。废纸散落满地。衣衫褴褛。倦缩在地。掩面而泣。女。
一辆公车。市容督察专用。衣冠楚楚。双手叉腰。义正词严。雄。
路人甲乙丙丁ABCD。指指点点。嘻嘻哈哈。愤怒。嘲笑。麻木。鄙夷。
…………
有一口井，人喝了里面的水都要变傻。结果出现了一个傻子村。
有一天一个哲人跑进这个村子教化民众。村里人全都说他是疯子。
于是哲人除了离开这或者喝井水再没有其他的办法。那你呢？
…………
不是环境适应了你就是你适应了环境。
是你把社会看得太过理想化还是社会在理想化你。
当你觉得世界很奇怪的时候你自己何尝不是一个怪物。
…………
再次去天桥看风景，完全没有第一次的意蕴。
人还是相同的人。景还是相同的景。霓虹灯还是那个霓虹。
境由心生。无色。无相。无我。无空。
…………
“TMD，西校门又关了”！
在笑。
“你早知道了？知道不早说？”！
再笑。
只是想和你多走一段夜色中的路。
只是想和你研究下人与人之间微妙的感情。
何必这么认真呢？
需要吗？
2005/06/19